sometimes kita harus ngalah buat orang yang kita suka.
pernah gak ngerasain kalo gebetan suka sama sahabat?
berat banget ya.
kayaknya gak cuma gue doang yang ngerasain kayak gini.
malah mungkin gue udah sering.
tapi kenapa kok rasanya sakit?
bukan gue lebay apa gimance ya. tapi beneran lo sakit.
emang sih gue bukan sapa sapanya dia mau gimana dong?
terus gue harus apa?
gampang sih tapi susah dijalanin:---------)
FORGET HIM FOREVER.
wegilak ada forevernya-_- haha
gue harus ngalah sama ego gue, lo dan tolong semoga sahabat gue bisa nerima lo.
emang berat sih coba tapi gue coba buat berpikir tentang satu hal
"ngeliat orang yang gue sayang. gue bakal seneng"
udah sih prinsipnya gitu aja.
lo seneng gue seneng kok :'-)

W.H.Y?

WHY? iya kenapa harus dia lagi? kenapa harus dia lewat pas lagi gue mau turun sama bu fatika..? nothing gonna change din.. dia udah punya crush kenapa harus lo ngarepin dia lagi? kenapa dia itu modusnya kebangetan kemaren-_-? gue makin gabisa move on sil D""": ngertiin dikit keek pas banget lagi bu fatika nyuruh lo jalan belakang gue KATANYA sih biar kalo gue pingsan ya lo taulah.. pas jalan disamping gue. apa? gue bego gue malah nunduk! kenapasih gue gabisa berenti ngelupain dia? kayaknya swissco aja gampang banget dilupain. TAPI ELO SIL LO PEKA DIKIT KEK! SIL KENAPA SIH GUE GABISA LEPAS eh maksud gue.-. GABISA BERENTI MIKIRIN LO? LO LAGI APA DIMANA SEKOLAH LO GIMANA . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH GUE PUSING! jadi keputusannya.. kayaknya gue gabisa move on dari lo [TAPI PASTI BISA].

HIM.

him, yes . he already stole my heart. he......................

in thursday, yes. he went to his making song(?) contest. my big-sis is participate cause she is in a vocal group'-'? or something like that! i told you. this boy name is like a leaf or something like that. if you keep saying this boy take care of hunter, you are tottaly wrong. i've heard from my big-sis. he tottaly make me jealous. but. what can i do? once again. "he dont even know me" how.. but what can i do? introducing myself? no. im too shy. and once again i think he already have a crush.... *crying* u can stalk him on twitter! [if u know him. i won't tell you. im too shy.] my big-sis was succes. she had his .. photo? asdfghjkl. idk. he's so handsome when he play his guitarr ;A; nah, the worst thing he has is. his voice isnt good and the important thing you must know is, he is a

"PLAYBOY" howw stupid i can fall in love with a "PLAYBOY"? haffffffffft:(:(

today. i see him. AGAIN. and it makes me more stuck. idk why he wont walk infrontof me :( am i too.. bad ? so he wont walk in front of me?

and oh please for his bestfriend. i looking at your friend everyday. can you just tell him i like him?

hft.

bad english

i've never want you to take by the others. but what can i do? you dont even know me..

all of my quotes.. yes.. its for him.. for him who DOESNT know me-_,- *crying* i know he never like me too eheh. im trying to forget him. but.. he always around me! it makes me more difficult to forget him-_,- why are you so baaddd!?

at monday morning. yes the first day after i take a bed rest for a week. im going to school. yes. he doesnt here. im happy. very very happy! but .. the second day.. its tuesday.. god.. he smile when i look at him.. oh my godness! i never knew he was there-_,- it makes me more stuck. and today, its wednesday.. god.. he even enter the school gates and waiting. across me and my friend waiting for entering the classroom! i think when he sits on a chair (in waiting room, im not in there) we have an eyes contact again? haft is that just my feeling or..? hft.. please dont dream too much it will make you down;;". and after i go up to reach my classroom. i wait in front of my class because the seniors isn't done with their test. HE.WALK.IN.FRONT.OF.ME. oh my god.. and when im in class . he walk in front of my class,and.. i see him on my class window.. oh my god.. ISNT HE HANDSOME YEEETTT???????????????????

i close my diary and go down cause my umma already called me for having a dinner. im dont eat the dinner to much. yah you know. haha. btw anyway busway subway ? haha.  are you have the same experience with me? kkk youre my loveee <3<3 kidding. im still like him.

i've forgot him for the whole week when im in my bed rest. but-_- yaahh. can you please stop making me stuck with you?-_-vv .

OH PLEASE THAT SMILE! THE WAY YOU CARRY YOUR GUITAR, THE WAY YOU LAUGH, THE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. stop. that jusat my feeling. he has A CRUSH! HAHA PLEASE HELP MEE IM GOING TO CRYYY-_,-

please god. i hope he know me.;') not as a... (remembering someone) jerk or something like that -_,-


he just like a giraffe or maybe a leaf?